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Oct. 25th, 2009

Two kisses from them are sufficient to melt my heart:)

mood: jubilant

Had a real good play ytd at the ECP. Went cycling for two whole hours as well as rollar blading for half an hour and random volley ball games. haha... It had been quite a while since I played so much in one day. It was really good to sweat it all out and have tanned skin:) For lunch, had catered packed lunch as well as mummy's curry:) For dinner, it was interesting, we packed nasi lemak to changi beach to eat, as we cannot find parking lots for three cars:) Imagine having dinner together with planes flying above us, in 5 mins interval. Feel quite romantic with all my BASICs. haha... Some of us just lay out the pack on the ground, while some of them put on their laps to eat. After a good play, the consequence would be lactic acid forming inside our muscle as well as the pain from the buttock falls. haha... At least still surviving as got muscle relieve cream at home:)

"Ruiyun Jie Jie" is really sweeter and less stressful than "Ruiyun lao shi." A lot of times, prefer the kids to call me jie jie instead of lao shi. Lao shi sounds stressful which means I had to really be a good example in front of God first before I can lead them. Jem is sweet today, she actually wants me to fold for her seagulls early in the morning. Of course I said "OK!" Her smile is simply so sweet and comforting. Moreover, both JIng Hui and Jing Ying kissed my cheeks after I fold for them seagulls. First time I saw Jing Ying is so happy in church, she actually talked a lot and played a lot, I loved her sweet voice and her shy look:) Jing hui is always so friendly and sweet, her "Ruiyun jie jie" always melt my heart, besides, I loved to feed her:)

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Oct. 20th, 2009

God is the author of salvation, sustainer of our earth and conqueror of sins, so why worry?

mood: bouncy

Was glad that my doubts were cleared with regards to legalism as well as seeking of God's will.

First, we cannot anyhow say someone commits legalism, we are not entitled to judge other people, only GOD can see the heart, the motive of a person when that person perform something. Therefore, we cannot falsely accused someone of committing legalism as a sin. So, be careful and mindful of our mouths, since our mouth is small, yet can hurt other people deeply if not guarded properly. Moreover, since the elders in church are appointed by God to lead the church, we, as members of the church, ought to obey them in terms of rules that was laid out to ensure the healthy growth of church. I was quite blessed to be growing up in a doctrine sound and strict church, therefore, ought to learn to be thankful and learn to obey and submit to the authorities just like how we respect our teachers or professors in school. Each one of us, got to be answerable and accountable of our own actions, our own sins in front of God ourselves. One crucial point was learnt during ytd bible study, No One can force us to commit a sin, thus, we commit a sin voluntarily and out of free will. Satan played a part in enticing us to sin, but not commit. Ultimately, it is our hands who do that thing, not God or Satan. Therefore, we cannot push the blame to whoever, it is me, us who commit the sin, so ought to be account and answerable for that.

Secondly, in terms of seeking of God's will. God is merciful to reveal to us through the Bible (God's words) about His great plan, salvation, which had already been completed by Jesus Christ. God wants to save all of us and desires to save all humans, however, God don't want to force us so He gave us freedom to choose, it is our fault, it is us who refuses to let God in to rule over our lives, to be saved by Him. God already displayed the power of His love by sacrificing His only son, Jesus Christ on the cross to bear our sins. Moreover, Jesus Christ became the mediator between human and God, to reconcile our God-Man relationship just like the usual way before Adam and Eve sinned. So, what are we waiting for? We are all holding on to somethings on earth, be it money, status, qualifications, etc... Can all these things be everlasting? If God hasn't reveal this great plan to us through His words, we won't know what is His will. Also, another lesson learnt would be to pray for those who are weak, who are down with sickness, pray that God will use them to manifest His glory through them despite them in their illness. "If it is your will, God, take my dad away, that was the prayer I made 4 years ago." At first, I felt really bad, I felt that I am a cruel daughter, but so long as I know that daddy is safe in God's arms, why should I worry? 

Last but not least, with regards to career path, more or less set on going on to pursue my real passion and let God leads me through. I know it won't be easy, since God made me have this kind of burden to serve Him more to help those children with disabilities, I should hand all these to God. Frankly speaking, I am really scared to verge out into that area, but I know that God will provide me with His plentiful graces to walk me through this path:)

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