Be imitators of God and live a life of love just as Christ loved us.

Dont wanna fly if you're still on the ground

Today has been a fulfilling day because i managed to catch up with yinwai plus hit the gym. The girl always contact me when i'm away on holidays and we kept having to push the meeting day backwards. I felt so loved cause she woke up early to cook bake rice for me. I was supposed to meet her earlier to help with the cooking, but as usual i failed in being on time. But whatever it is, thank you so much yinwai! After breakfast at her place, we went to bugis to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. I cant believe i agreed to watch it with her. But it wasn't so bad lah, quite alright. (= After the movie, we spent the longest time ever over lunch where we caught up. Feels great to speak to her after so long.

After parting ways, i went to the gym alone. I'm so proud of myself cause i did an hour of cardio followed by an hour of weights. My arm and chest muscles really cannot make it. So upsetting! And it's kind of freaky that i'm being observed while i work out? Next time i will try to go with someone, but i think there'll be loads of times i'll end up going alone. Anyhows, i feel so accomplished that i managed 3.3km. I never ran so much in the whole year. Although i took q long for that distance, but i'm still quite pleased. hehe. And im suffering from the satisfactory ache in my tighs and arms now.

In a way, i cant wait for the new year to come. I think 2010 would be a year of drastic changes and life-changing decisions which i'll have to make. I wonder how my life will map out from there. No doubt i'm afraid, really afraid. But i just keep reminding myself that God has the masterplan and my job is to open my ears and heart to listen out for His voice and to act on his instructions. I still feel that empty void, that deafening silence but i will work hard to give the Holy Spirit words to speak to me. I need to read the bible more and keep His words in my heart because the Holy Spirit only speaks through His words. I hope i have a day before the arrival of 2010 to reflect and put some closure to things this 2009.